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by Rick Haze

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1.
(VERSE 1) drum breaks up on that mpc if you ask another nigga he won’t vouch for me if you ask another nigga he say probably but i aint stopping till its nbc an bet i been working murkin i been working so damn hard i feel like i hit perfect but i aint perfect, theres struggle underneath this surface days of feeling worthless holding on to find my purpose, damn I’m nervous I’m steady working till my idols are my rivals kendrick took that title an jcole done wrote that bible im feeling like I’m pacs disciple if this aint poetry i guess I’m stuck I’m stuck in idle yeah this that underdogg flow, when they ain nothing else to give you see how underdoggs go where do i go? its all a matter of perspective tryna make the right moves in an industry thats subjective its crazy (HOOK) I don't take no days off When will my work pay off? Its crazy, spending al my energy to fight all my enemies off So tell me where I need to go (VERSE 2) my life is keeping pride when no one else is feeling me I Been feeling anxious since the death of billy V i been feeling anxious since my wife was cheating me feel my pain feel my hurt this shit aint beatin me I wonder if ill make man this shits been eating me big stages, new faces a million streaming me yeah make me feel like I have OCD perfectionist in this game but Im all over like ODB yeah i think its time for some change cus circumstances make you think different and fans say you change its strange what do you do when you been contemplating quitting nothing hitting they say get a job you getting older time is ticking huh, I hope this rapping make do waiting for que i hope i dont bite more than i chew, its true ok, dont let this life pass you by I hope that dream of yours dont ever die, yeah (HOOK)
2.
Best Friend 04:20
(VERSE 1) i sit inside this empty room and I’m just look back tryna jot these lyrics down and keep my head in tact in fact, as I reflect I try and see what lacked but all I see is her smile before it faded black I met her in the military man the life was sweet thinking about her every day working the burning heat she was my girl I was her man we was just living life till the day that I asked her to be my loving wife and everything was right and day and night we love and fight its hard to explain but for her i woulda paid the biggest price our relationship grew yo she became my world all we needed was the love not no diamond pearl and then one day she hit me with them news I’m seeing swirls that she pregnant and we welcoming a baby girl. i know this story sound cliche and its all cool but now I’m in this empty room if you only knew….. (VERSE 2) everything was nice/everything was right but over time i noticed dark in midst of her light. and even though i didn’t really know what was in store she supported me and told me to dip out on tour california vegas, man I was rocking stages, all these different faces in and out of different places but i can feel that when i called her she was acting different i can feel her distance , there was something missing i got back she barely kiss me, i could tell the difference i got suspicious started digging man i started fishing this where my story switches , man fuck this reminiscing I found some email from this hotel that she had been hitting I couldn’t fathom couldn’t think my heart it started sinking you cannot imagine all the million things that I was thinking saw her phone and found a picture I can’t understand a fuckin picture of my wife my daughter and another man (VERSE 3) I was tryna raise a kid while she was swallowing his i was tryna keep us tight while he was following him I almost killed myself that shit was rough, yo it was tough but when I look up in my daughters eyes theres only love she picked me up, and broke me from her mothers lust now I look at life questioning above /like what the fuck now I ride inside my benz as I die slowly living in this world of sin man its all lonely nothing but an empty bed and broken dream if you aint talking cream then dont you fuckin come around me I’m feeling dark, like i lost that human spark I hate this bitch like I hated her from the start
3.
Word Vomit 03:23
(VERSE 1) You can have him to your mother fuckin self playing all these games with ya bad for my health like woo i been focus on the wealth i been playing full court while you been focus on your self like woo life is fuckin crazy cus the best and worst thing you ever did was have my baby killimunitati this poetry im jus speaking for the people who had issues with the loyalty i made this beat by myself, upstairs in the heat all by myself yea i been crying by myself , getting by by myself so i dont need nobody help the things you did when I trusted fucked up, even voodoo was disgusted i always wonder whats going through yo head are you every guilty, do you ever feel filthy when the sheets is all silky and he tell u take this shit, now you all milky hahaha thats a funny one you looking glaze like a hunny bun ughhhh man the thought all make you throw up hard lesson boy i gotta grow up (HOOK) DO you ever feel real I just wanna know the deal lately life has been crazy i been steady tryna heal get out my face before I say some shit I should not ever said get out my face before I say some shit make you wish you was dead is all worth it life is not perfect (VERSE 2) I never had a chance to spit it to yo mom back and forth i4 running marathons fucked up, yeah she help you classify it you were fuckin on her bed, still she helped you justify it I must be the clown, I’m the stupid idiot who running round the town to build a life we never had its working kinda funny cus that life you’ll never have miss calls from ex and my new bitch i done moved on to some new shit nothing that i said is new shit everyone in this situation is losing if funny cus for love we tolerate abusing so everyone is losing i swear I feel my heart oozing thinking bout my daughter man i gotta get this moving but i wish you all the best in this test we call life y’all got tough times ahead
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(Verse1) Everything is so predictable its like Im calling shit before it ever happen last year was like my worst year my pops called way back you can’t imagine it took me a minute catch it but soon as it happen i didn’t dish out a reaction i jus reacted in silence and got me a better chick to switch up my attraction ok that shit was so predicable it was so fuckin predictable n get some fake titties to get some attention i see it, to me its so typical but all that attention was digital now you just stuck looking pitiful just wait till i handle my money like really you haven’t seen half of my pinnacle Ok I see what she doing now protecting herself is the way to go the more that i talk is the more that she walk and i get it i know this the way it go ok so you got a posse and of y’all saying I’m cocky im jus like pauly from goodfellas dont have to move for nobody man that shit was so predicable it was so fuckin predictable fronting like you got so much going on but your lifestyle is mythical you better be watching your language if i ever holler its strictly conditional How could i leave it so wrong is the question i guess i just aint that predictable (verse 2) living this life that i live its like i gotta always watch out for a valley of snakes kill or be killed, i just stay real reign supreme thru a valley of fakes man this shit is so predictable it is so fuckin predictable i jus be hearing em talking and gossip and gossip its all so political they feed me critique everyday of the week and they give me the runaround pussy is pussy and business is business that life is a battleground see me downtown gimme daps and say yo homie ima hit you up i know its bullshit, this same dude ill be same one who all stick you up, i seen it, thats why i stick to my circle they know by a look nothin verbal life is nothing but rehearsal everything that I’m speaking is rehearsal they told me yo ricky you changed what y’all expect me do wasn’t stayin the same making my music this isn’t a game I’m jus writing thru all my pain i dont be dressing or talking or fit in the stereo type thats predictable say what you want put a label on me you dont know my steez i stay individual ok i got some attention dont act like you ever considered me i know what you said i dont heard it before but theres no one to mirror me
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The Grind 04:56
(VERSE 1) We live in hard times, its a hard grind and im fronting like I’m all fine with out a dollar to my name and everybody is the same with they ways its the same story, same hoes on replay yo I write the illest shit and still not blow I can pour my heart on from this pen and still not flow Im living life in a sin, you dont know where I been mentally the ganja get to me the same with the gin and its a struggle everyday tryna reach to the top hanging round these fuckin dum dumb who say I aint hot they rollin thru my spot, wit a 3 pack of marijuana nothin else rhymes fuck it dolce and gabbana and nowadays everybody rap on a track they want the green room party but its the hustle they lack wasting rhymes on my motha fuckin dime I aint got no fuckin time hella irrelevant when they come and I’m just tryna shine I dont need opinions, I dont need em i gotta lot on my plate, and i dont have no time to feed em yo poppa told me that I was blessed out walking with my chest out but ever since the plug took my brother I been stressed out hated on and left out sittin all depessed out im spittin all my best out like I couldn’t tell you where my head has been where does my story begin full circle when it ends (VERSE 2) my heart is cold but i feel inspired freezer burn in this bitch ey come and take me higher ariana grande is my only desire maybe a threesome with kate beckinsale that shit would be fire im living live through a different picture i been fuckin striking out whenever my lips hit the liquor shit my homies rolling up the swishers fuck it, go head and fill me up a pitcher I’m distracted, can’t even pay my taxes my momma says I’m lacking , I feel like quitting rapping its a dirty game, and this life just aint the same cus I’m searching for that money and the fame I’m just tryna keep my flame, I’m just tryna get my name out, music getting played out family pictures but I’m the one who getting framed out its still winter on the coldest block i still get up every morning on the same spot just my beat machine and me, I’m just in it for the cream, I’m just in it for my team. I’m getting rained out just another puerto rican with a dream hold this shit together like when the ball meets the seam (VERSE 3) feel my vibe cus I’m nervous the voodoo man lurks but you can’t reach him from the surface its a fuckin circus tryna find my purpose its crazy all the things you can change with some verses man these bad ass bitches flirting kofax flights, sold out nights hard rock live, i grab the mic embrace that sight understand, when them fans throw them hands you the man grammy nominations, rocking brands out from france ill stay the same thru it all couple plaques up on the wall and its a cold world, I took a fall before i balled dont be a bitch nigga, be a rich nigga t bone steak, calamari, making 7 figures hol up, I just want some money for my daughter hol up, her momma say that Im a bad father hol up, the life I live is crazy Im in a state of panic feelin like I’m turning to a fuckin schizophrenic I swear on everything I’m lost my mind im falling but I can’t turn back I’m bout the grind (HOOK) its a daily grind, a daily money, my time, aint it funny everyday struggles fade away when you the illest in the land, understand
6.
Haddonfield 03:45
(VERSE 1) At night I can’t sleep, like Im going crazy, caved in my room, man lady acting shady. im sweating and I’m paranoid, heart racing veins popping throbbing like I’m on steroids. every minute look over my shoulder but theres no one there and I can feel it getting colder I can tell that Im reaching my limit, this revolver to my head but see I’m the one who did it. I’m feeling like this rap shit is my last shot, drinking out the bottle , momma telling me to stop. I see the voodoo man as he lurks, looking at him now while I write this verse, before I know it he gon put me in that hearse against all odds my vision pans, whats it worth Some might say "take a chill, B" But fuck that shit, there's a clown tryina to kill me (HOOK) Mr. Sandman Yo you aint ever been to Haddonfield cus you aint want it Mr. Sandman illest niggas arrive to come lurk in a world thats haunted (VERSE 2) smooth flow as I creep low, i need to go to haddonfield , see where these roots grow I heard a story once about a man they called the shape, roaming through the night, emotionless white face I saw him walking down a back road then I saw him in my backyard soon as I got home Im posted up in the studio all alone as of lately anxiety consumes my mental zone sick and tired of thinking about my friend who died sick and tired of thinking about my ex and how she lied I saw the voodoo man under a street light but when I looked twice wasn’t a person in sight grippin a 9mm in a room silent tripping out cus I’m not normally so violent i been staring out of windows as of lately its fucked up when your mind going crazy
7.
Empty Rooms 04:00
(VERSE 1) Yo, nobody give a fuck my nigga, He owe me though. Where me though? Naw he just went and stole. Money makes the world flow, I get this paper for all these hoes. I sit in a room with some clothes and some dro. my homies are in the other room doing blow, and girls blow and blow college money for them to just throw, up good luck with that toilet this party is flamboyant and I’m sitting disappointed, Kount Voodoos thoughts have joined in no no no no yo fuck little college sluts there has to be more to them, it seems that all men look for is a little whore to get on all fours and smoke dubious like little herbivores seems to ignore the fake that theres infinite space we have yet to explore but all we wanna do is have fun, and all the girls wanna have fun so ima give you want yo party party party twerk it twerk it party party yo come on girl work it uh nah, yo this shit just sound ridiculous, how the fuck did we get to this abyss, enlist co exist, I lift everyone who comes in contact with shit that I spit from my lips I rinse my hands inflict damage, they sniff, they try to convince me to act my age I dip, but I put the liquor as I snicker. Heres the picture and heres the kicker, angels fall from the sky quicker Kount voodoo follows my every move slither begging me to squeeze this trigger (HOOK) i know, fumes in this empty room, broken thoughts they consume, thoughts from me to you, I know (VERSE 2) I sit in this empty room tryna figure ways to reach you so if you listening cool, I flip nickels to you dude just had a girl email me telling me I’m her inspiration I sent her an email back that thoroughly explained my sexual imagination by the way I take back the college slut line from my last verse, you never know she might be one I gotta keep it diverse I’m still a guy and still like sticking dicks up skirts so fuck you voodoo your shit won’t work my generation since birth has been expose to media works, jerks, clerks and going fuckin berserk ahhh shit im so marketable, sign me and give me perks, look at the way I mash nouns and verbs whats your concern the way I dress Im puerto rican wanna bleach my skin first fuck its inevitable its like I’m putting myself in a never ending hole who got soul and goes when their at the bottom about to fold fucking student loans americas biggest troll theres gold in the bowl but the rest is coal, I suggest you open your fucking eyes though, open your fucking eyes though backpack full of thumbtacks I come to attack any of those people who lack inspiration Im not fucking complacent just adjacent to the earth and the stars, interpretation is the devastation and fuck y’all authentication theres no limitation to Rick Haze with voodoo, I’m just a kid who likes to ride like you do, I dont like the soft shit like bows and tutus I just dig that dope shit like pete rock and guru, for now I’m in this empty room dude….
8.
(VERSE 1) Im in yuh area, illa flows thatll bury ya here to paint a vivid picture causing my hysteria I live a crazy life man so penny for my thoughts cus Im a piece of shit man Ill spit it to you raw I use to live a life like civil people, but people evil deceivin and tricking every angle like evil canieval shit even my family was lethal she injected poison like she stuck me with a needle so yo back the fuck up, you dont know what I done been through living every single day with negative up in you I been true that was something I was into but truth dont bring the money thats just something i done been knew like now, I aint got no money in my pockets like wow everyday I face defeat, and every single day I’m dangling my feet from the edge i aint got a plate to eat, so I’m jus rhymin instead I take a seat as write these lyrics but every time I’m on the mic, I’m always losing spirit, its struggle everyday thinking logically, a cop fucked my wife life is nothing but hypocrisy (VERSE 2) another day another struggle, these times is hard sleeping on an air mattress, no money up on my card an my car, that shit broke on me last week can’t even pick my daughter up thats why I can’t sleep I can’t speak, I’m on a fuckin losing streak, i feel the heat can’t even buy my little girl clothing or food to eat my heart is heavy, I can’t afford to eat healthy I’m chewing dollar menu food i need to fill my belly huh I feel like giving in tryna climb but being pulled down by the world were living in I’m on my way to court, for child support man she the one who cheated but she tryna extort she tryna take it by force, i need a record deal, I need divorce tryna stay on track but I keep falling off course damn every single day is filled with stress feel like Im getting kicked in the chest like what the fuck is next, the kid
9.
Verse 1: these girls edit they instagram I just edit my life thoughts from endin my life, now I’m in it for life the stress in my life resembles a check engine light but we gone be alright we working through the night being different might be the only thing to make the difference dismissing all the comments and deflecting ignorance procrastination is a bitch gone put it to bed saying you’ll do it later will be said until the dream is dead life is a gift or a curse, this my best verse / girls go universities with no knowledge of the universe no one said it would be easy they jus said it would be worth it determination like ash ketchum man its all so perfect you live and you learn you die and forget it all all the big things you tripped on suddenly seem small huh yea deepest silence is to listen i stay silent to the loud ones who aint hearing out my vision wassap Verse 2: yeah crystal and charlotte were my main two back in the day they rubbing elbows with the stars, charlotte talking to sway im rubbin elbows at the bars, slowly pavin my way thinking about the day I’m at the top and we gone say go from the burn, either way you finna learn sometimes its people in general who my main concern and ima be the biggest fuckin ass hole, when I make it not to any of my fans but to anybody who hated drunk reconnections and compliments are always so risky i guess i wasnt so social i wasnt really clicky dont count the days, make the days count, make some changes nowadays relationships are more like meme exchanges yeah, you said gone and do you now you getting mad cus i pull a you on you you are the perfect example of the perfect crook I never had a chance so music the chance i took
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(VERSE 1) Yeah, Im a man no better no worse i been victim to this curse and as i spit to this verse im looking at my city burn as I see evil on this earth in a kingdom built on magic in a place thats so diverse man its crazy, they hate cus people love the gravity of the tragedy jus made us all rise up heros poppin on every corner make you think it was a comic 7 hours to give blood boy my city on it gun control, radicalism spread through our technology we dont have to kill each other we jus kill the ideology yeah what this all worth when the saddest thing happened on the happiest place on the earth dont get it twisted these terrorist dont stand a chance the more they attempt to spread fear the more we stand hand to hand, ok in nation with different mixtures I see us come together different colors to paint the picture (HOOK) Its up to us to show them love We stand together and rise above Its our generation We won’t stand for separation It up to us to show them love (VERSE 2) Yeah, I wrote this song for you I wrote this song for the victims Any one who’s feeling blue for every person willing to take a stand to seek the truth this our battle, our generation, all our youth they win if we divided, misguided or undecided if theres a separation any where lets go and tie it I’m sure they all laughing well heres a message go indulge cus we still standing i still hear my nations pulse we gotta love not cliche but its gotta be mutual im so proud to be from the city they call beautiful so even as that man took a stand with a gun the pulse in our eardrums make our hearts beat as one, we are one.

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released December 10, 2016

Executive Producers:
Richard Ramos
Written by Rick Haze
Recorded and Produced by Voodoo
Track 3 produced by Lucidxty
Track 7 produced by Swamburger
Engineered by Luke Roswell and Ian Gagnon
Artwork & Layout : Roots Creative

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